Omg thanks or all the comments :DDD They keep me goin strong. Even though I feel really weak today for some reason. Like when I woke up, I stood up and felt really dizzy.
That means I'm getting somewhere at least :)
Except I'm going back to the track today, but definitely not like I did yesterday, even though I felt amazing when I got home. No I think I'll do my usual routine of two hours instead of my hardcore threehours :)
But all in all, I'm feeling really good. I just got done looking at some really great thinspo on friendlythinspo at xanga.com. It kept me from eating all morning. I love how I'm miraculously able to stick to my water-fast wednesdays. It keeps me going. Even if I binge like crazy all weekend, I always manage to pick myself up on my no-cal wednesday.
And guess what?! Last night, while I was drifting off to sleep, I ran my hands over my tummy, and I can actually feel my hip bones starting to show. Like, I've always known they were there, but this time it was like... wow. Idk. Maybe one day I will be able to see them as well :)
My mom just left, and that means I'm free to exercise as I please. I love my routine. Bike to track, walk, stairs, run, stairs, walk, bike home. If you cut it directly in half, it's even on both sides :) I like even-ness. Today, I'm only going to walk one mile, and only run one lap, but I'm still gonna do the stairs twice, because I like feeling the burn in my leg muscles. Then tonight, I'm going to do crunches untill my stomach goes numb, because if it's numb, then it's not hungry :)
Stay strong girls, and thanks sooooo much for all your support.
Thinness is so much better when you know your not alone.