i just looked at my progress charty thingy on the side thing and wtf i got to 170 in may.. fucking MAY dammit when am i gonna get to 160 i fucking will get there if its the last thing i do.
hopefully it wont be the last thing i do, cuz that would suck big time, but ugh geez man ive been doing this since december and im still not halfway there yet i was planning on being 150 on the first day back at school i mother fucking WILL be 150 on august 24th.
No matter what.
Nothing is gonna stop me.
sorry, im feeling very erratic right now.. thre days on a "normal" caloric intake has totally screwed my brain, and now im water fasting oh boy.. so my mind and body are shot to hell now..
oh well :D
i love being hyper on emptiness :DDDDD
im gonna go read now byez <333