Tuesday, July 28, 2009

fail. :]]

That's me, a big huge chunk of failure.
Who is also weighing in at an amazing 157 this morning :]
But who is failing because of the not liquid that she consumed yesterday, but who is no longer mad at herself about it because she is almost at her next gw, and because she definitely did not binge yesterday despite eating a controllable amount of potatoe, and even oreos.
Yeah, I know they don't really do anything good for my body, but my mom went grocery shopping and I was like gah I just HAVE to have oreos, so I ate only 2 :]]] I don't think I've ever ate just 2 oreos in one day before.
Needless to say, I went over my 500 calorie limit yesterday, but only by like 200 calories, which is still really good considering I almost always eat either 200 or 20000...
But I'm in a big hurry today, just wanted to update and say thank you guys for all your comments :]]] I've decided about diet coke that I might can have 4 a week max. Plus, I would rather have coffee anyways :]
And I'm liquid-fasting today, then no calories tomorrow, then starting like a 400-600 calories a day thing (because I changed my mind about the 1 cup fruit/1 cup veggies thing idk why Ii just did). My mom is having surgery on Thursday. She's getting all her girly junk removed. Lucky. She's gonna lose like 20 pounds. But hey, then again, so am I ;] But this means I get to cook cuz she won't be able to move around much for at least a week.
omg before I forget my pictures are going to be next Friday at 3:30... August 7th... so I have 11 days to lose 7 pounds.
I can totally do this.
yay :]]
This might sound weird, but I love you guys! <333


  1. Hey! I'm new to your blog but loving it so far already =]

    I have to say I agree with setting yourself a calorie cap instead of just saying the "1 cup of fruit 2 cup of veggies per day" If you did a just fruit-veg diet I think you'd get bored really fast. At least if you're aiming at calories instead you can have little bits of stuff you're in the mood for, so it's easier to deal with cravings too =]

    Keep it up - your weight loss so far has been fab! Jealousss =]


  2. You're doing great, you'll reach your gw in no time!! Stay strong, and good luck with the fast! (A friend and I are doing a liquid fast too, since yesterday, they are the best I've tried so far.) You'll be awesome, I know it!! :)

  3. Bahhhh! I love you too! :)
    You are doing sooooo amazing. Seriously. You are so close you should be able to visualize it. And if you visualize it, it will happen! So excited for your pictures! You better show us!!! :)

  4. ACK! SENIOR PICTURES! Thanks for reminding me! I need to get back on track! Ughh I am dreading it so much. : (

    But super congrats on your weight loss, you are doing a great job. : )

  5. Congrats, that's amazing!
    I have said it before and I'm saying it again: I LOVE you're blog :D

  6. awww...not weird! we love you too! wow! great job with the oreos! its nice to have a little treat once in a while. stay strong :]

  7. I love you too! <3 It's not weird at all! : D
    You will so lose the weight! I know you can stick to your plan and that's amazing that you've lost! Great job! I knew you could! And really, only two oreos? Wow! That is some control ; D
    Stay strong <3