Saturday, July 4, 2009

maybe i dont like the daily plate

Reality sucks. Now that I see everything like ll laid ot in fron of me...
I hate Fruity Pebbles, and Frosted Flakes, and I'm never letting my mom buy them ever again. This was her waking me up this morning: "Heather, why are there two empty cereal boxes in the trash?"
me: "uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............................idk"
Shit. And without even thinking about it, I ate two whole boxes of cereal. Damnit.
I didn't even get to the track yesterday :/ And even though it's the 4th of July, I'm going today dammit. Right now. As soon as I'm done with these fucking pancakes. Ughhhh. So much for 400 calories today. At least I know that exercising will make me feel better, and it will make me not likely to binge this afternoon when I go to my bf's family cookout thingy.
Oh yeah, one more thing: I'm sooooooooo glad my mom doesn't buy Oreo's. I bought them myself yesterday, and they were gone in like 10 minutes, only because I ate them with peanut butter.
Fml. Fml. Fml.
I hope you girls are having wonderful fourths of julys.
stay strong. <33


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  2. I just got back from the parade and I barely put in all my food intake for today on mydailyplate and I am already over 700 calories. I am SO screwed for the day! I still have the whole cook out and fireworks thing to go to DX Bad days come and go, right? You're doing great - we're allowed fuck-ups like this occasionally, right?

    (Edited for typos >.<)

  3. I agree about the Daily Plate. Having it all out there makes it seem like I've eaten soooo much, but it's got a lot of good information on it so I still use it. But then I try to convince myself that I ate better than I did, so I intentionally leave stuff out! It's tough. But I used it obsessively for a while and I lost weight. So it's a necessary evil I guess!