Thursday, July 9, 2009

Finally getting somewhere

My jeans were like falling off of me yesterday, and I had to make my belt smaller AGAIN!
I'm really nervous about saturday.. I'm scared to eat in front of him...and his family... omgomgomg
I'm going to switch the calories for friday and saturday, so I can alot 400 on saturday and try not to feel too bad.. And I'm going to do the 100 on friday- liquids only.
Just in case.
And even if I go a little over 400 on saturday, I'm fasting on sunday, so I think I should be ok.
As long as I don't lose control.
Which I won't. I can't. There's no way. I almost finished my first week of ABC, and so it's too late to lose control now. I can do this. I'm going to be so hot by the time school starts. All of my fat friends are gonna be like damn where did Heather go? And I'll say oh, it's just your basic exercise and proper diet :)
I feel so damn good.
Must have more coffee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh yeah, if anyone is following , she's doing ABC with me. With the fasting on sundays and wednesdays too. She went on a mega-awesome road trip with her mom and sister and is doing remarkably well. I miss her so much I can't wait to see her when she gets back.
I miss my workout buddy :(
Yay for coffee!
Stay strong lovelies!!!!! <333


  1. Oh come on - it IS just your basic exercise and diet - it's not your fault that your friends don't have the self control that you do ;)

  2. haha. i like sadhana's comment.

    that is so exciting about jeans. like the scale is always great but i think its the best to actually see your progress in how clothes fit!!

    I found these old jeans today. I probably grew out of them last month but i hadn't seen them for about 5 months and last time i tried them on they were way way to small. today i would have to belt them!

    So proud of you! Keep it up

  3. aw im jealous! WEll done! Im on day 1 and its going well, nearly over now!

    I know what you mean about the motivation and your friends...its amazing to picture there shocked faces when they'll see you again! I cant wait!!