...someone goes missing for a day or two. Whenever someone doesn't post regularly like they usually do, something had to have happened right?
My friend came back from her trip!!!!! But then we decided hey let's throw a party and eat a whole month's worth of food (probably totaling $30-$40) in like 3 hours!!!
Not fun. Especially not when, after three binges in one day, I decide that it's ok to take a total of 15 laxatives in one day....
Don't ever do it. Ever.
My stomach is a black hole. And that black hole leads to a fucking volcanoe.
And there has been an endless flow of fucking lava for the past 12 hours.
Do not ever take that many in one day fucking ever.
But anyways, I'm trying not to think about it, because today is a new day and after all the volcanic explosions I only gained like one pound maybe, so I'm still continuing ABC. 400 today, so far so good.
coffee, oatmeal, veggie burger stir fry.. yep.
I'm going to try and do less than 400 though, because if I still have an extra like 50 or 100 calories, I'm treating myself to hot chocolate, even though I don't deserve it after yesterday, but that was yesterday, and I can't change that, so I'm focusing on just today.
And today is a new day.
And tomorrow will be a new day.
And I will be 150 by August 24th. I fucking will.
Because yesterday before mine and my friend's foodfest, I got new clothes. Some size 8 jeans. Fucking size 8. They are so cute. And they almost fit me perfectly, they're just too tight. And I wanna wear them the first day of school. So I can tell everyone that I'm a size 8. :)))
Actually, I also have a pair of size 9s that I would like to wear to orientation, because people will be there too... :DDDD
I can't wait to be skinny.
Now I must catch up on everyone else's blogs!!