Sunday, February 28, 2010

I havent eaten in a little over 36 hours! Finally! I hope i never binge again. That would be wonderful.. I hope everyone is staying strong<333

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Yay for gum and diet cherry dr pepper

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Its 72 degrees outside Omg finally imma get my tan on I so just wanna sleep might as well be productive while i sleep wooooo!

Monday, February 22, 2010

thanks yahoo answers :]

crash diets anyone?
1. pick any two fruits, eat one in the morning and the other around 4pm.. then only drink water and eat much as you want!

2. Every morning, drink a glass of hot water mixed with a little cayenne pepper, lemon juice, and a little maple syrup for taste. This mixture will help cleanse and detox your system, so you may be peeing a lot more than usual, but it really helps. Drink a lot of water throughout the day. If you must eat, eat some celery or lettuce. Celery is great because you burn calories when you chew it.
For the next two weeks, maintain a liquid diet. Drink as much water as possible (no, soda does not count as water).

3. eat boiled rice for 3 days straight(as much as you want or can, you shouldn't add any salt or anything to the rice, just as it is from the box), the next 3 days you are allowed to eat boiled carrots(again, you shouldn't add salt or anything else to it, and you can eat as much as you want), and the other 3 days you are allowed only apples. that's it, you're not allowed anything else but water.

4. Eat a low calorie cereal for breakfast and eat vegetables and fruit for lunch and dinner. Go for a jog everyday for half an hour and do sit ups/push ups when ever you have free time. Try and not eat past 6pm.

5. sugar free jello. I lived off of it for a summer. I lost soo much weight. The whole pan is only like 40 calories.

also, these websites are amazing.
after i finish this staircase thing, im going to do every crash diet imaginable. i only have like 2 months until prom. gotta get skinny asap.

stairecase diet

yesterday was day one.
today is 1200 calories.

my mom pissed me off so bad yesterday, so i ate all her salad.
yesterday was also my brothers birthday, and he got an ice cream cake, so tonight, im going to eat the rest of it, because im still pissed off. 1200 calories of ice cream cake... mmmmm lol
im gonna finish that off, and leave the empty box in the freezer, and if she asks me about it im going to tell her that the ice cream monsters confiscated it because bitches dont deserve ice cream cake :p

Saturday, February 20, 2010

im a horible fucking person

i just binged at my friends house.. shes asleep.
what kind of friend comes over and just eats all the food like that????

me, thats who. a fat horrible person ugh

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

I would rather be known as the girl who never eats than the girl who eats everything.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

i absolutely have to fast today. And all week. Im too fat to wear my chorus dress and we have a performance saturday. If i fast til then it wont look so bad <3

Monday, February 15, 2010


new thinspo on my thinspo blog.
go look

btw, this blog is now a year old :] yay

Friday, February 12, 2010

Yay for alcohol

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

ok. so,

i was going to ban myself from blogger until i got back down to 150, but i cant do that its been way too long. last week... well,,,,, as bad as you think it could have ever gotten, it was worse than that. i dont want to even try to explain that.
but im ok ish now, im 151 today, and still doing abc. today is 350 calories and im sure ive gone over a little but not too bad so im not going to be all self-hating today and count it as a fail day because ive been doing really great this week so far and i want to stay positive.
im sorry this is going to be short, and im even sorrier for not keeping up with you guys's blogs, but i hope everyone is doing ok at least better than me.
im going to kill myself now: no blogging until i get back to my lw. 6 pounds.
unless i blog from my phone.
im so determined now.
i have to be skinny for prom.
off to go play dance dance revolution!
i love you guys so much <333

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

'Im gonna give it all that i have, and then im gonna give it all that i dont have'- miggy, biggest loser

Monday, February 1, 2010


brownie mix + water + freeze for 20 minutes = fat hyper heather