i haven't gone over 500 yuet.
i said i was going to do a liquid day but idk what came over me i had oatmeal this morning and that set me up for disaster..
then i was doing ok until mom wanted to watch movies and make popcorn..
and i said i wouldnt eat anymore untill tonight but i did i had a baked potatoe, veggie burger, broccoli..
so im at like 480 calories i canNOT go over today.
tomorrow is my 4 months anniversary. wow its kind of amazing i actually didnt get bored with him yet :] and he still likes me or he wouldnt be with me so maybe theres something here?
idk but i hope he has to work tomorrow b/c tomorrow is no calories, and i have to stick to it b/c i haven't lost any weight.
which is good b/c it means im still 156, lower than i've ever been in my ENTIRE life! which is amazing for me :]
and i just read everyones updates and tried my bestest to comment most of them and it is really a great distraction b/c ive found so many new people on here that will listen and at least try to understand.
and now i have to go volunteer, and when i get home at 6:30 im hoping to go to my friend's house maybe and spend the night b/c i know if i go over there, or if she comes over here, that she wont make me eat food, and it will be easier to resist food knowing that she is doing the same and we can help each other resist.
god i love her. she sees me for me.
i love my crazy clown :]
anywho, im hoping maybe when i get home ill have tea and a shower and more tea and just go to bed yes thats the plan im so full of anxiety right now about not eating im going to stay on here as long as possible before i go get ready to leave that way i dont have time to eat
my stomach hurts from eating but i want more :'(