i want to be a kid again. i want to watch disney movies and cuddle with my blanket and teddy bear and eat mini-pizzas and kid cuisines and drink my grandma's sweet tea :/
but instead im losing weight and drinking green tea w/ splenda, AND i get to keep my movies :)
one day when im skinny enough i'll have a kiddie day where i just laze around all day with the lion king and beauty and the beast and the little mermaid and my teddy bear and maybe pizza but hopefully by then i wont remember what that tastes like so i wont want it.
today i've had 1 1/2 cups light plain soymilk+1/2 tray of ice+1 teaspoon of instant coffee+ 2 teaspoons zero calorie chocolate syrup blended until creamy :)
i do love love love my blender idea. i feel amazing.
oh and i just finished drinking my green tea.
the rest of the day will be water and some vegetable soup mix (35 calories)
total for today: 135 calories.
go me :)
and tomorrow is no-calorie wednesday, and im going shopping with my friend all day and were gonna help each other not eat.
i have to be 150 by friday, because my bf invited me to olive garden :/ ive never been, and i really want to go, but i dont want to eat :/
but if im 150 by then, i'll let myself go, and then im fasting all weekend to get ready for school. no solids until monday night! i can do this!
i just wanted to say (yes, im gonna get mushy) as ive said before, i freaking love you uys. i have 61 followers now. o.o like, wow. its incredible that i went from having a secret place where i vented everything out and tracked my goals and stuff and i thought nobody would ever find it and after like a month of having a blog it was still unseen by the world and now im talking to people from different countries who share the same goals as i do and we all get along and help eachother through the tough times and we all congratulate people on reaching goals and this whole community is so uplifting and i feel surrounded by the most amazing people in the world, and it is an amazing feeling.
k im gonna go watch lady and the tramp now :)
bye loves <3