weight on thursday morning: 151 (yayyy)
calorie intake thursday: no idea, guessin 694857635465876? (...)
calories burned: 900
weight thursday evening: 160 (!!!wtf)
weight friday morning: 156 (waaaaah)
calorie intake friday: infinite
*endless taking of laxatives/diet pills* (ehh..)
*endless drinking of coffee* (yumm)
weight friday evening: 159
*box of rice crispies at midnight* (sleep-eating????)
weight at midnight: 162
weight saturday morning: 162 D;
calorie intake saturday: dont even wanna know... (booooo)
*endless taking of laxatives*
weight right now: 168
*shoots self in stomach*
*goes to buy more laxatives*
like super-epic-food-athon o doom...
is that a record? i gained almost 20 pounds in 3 days? maybe something cool can come from this???
i always fast on sundays. i hope i can continue that tradition.
im so not ready for school.
im still not done with my project. if i wouldnt have binged, i would have been clean and pure and it would have been so easy to just whip right through all the questions.
but im not.
i feel like ive eaten 80 pounds of rocks for three days.
my intestines are like wtffffffffff
my brain is likewise..
no, im not balanced. i need to find balance.
ugh, food hangover. gross :/
im 168 :(
im 13 pounds overweight now.
so i can rightfully say now that i am fat. gross. disgusting. ugh.
haha but i made a new brand of milkshake: ritz-oreo milkshake :D best fucking thing everrrr
goodnight. i hope i lose 4 pounds overnight again :/