to everyone, to ana, and to myself.
but, this time around, i refuse to be utterly pissed off at myself over this.
btw, has anyone ever used mag citrate as a laxative?
how was your.. um... experience??
im going to get some. this guy on amazon said it was cheap, but he got the volcanic ass-ruptions that will relieve me of my food-athon.
my whole blog is like a goddamned roller coaster from hell.
but then, those are the best ones right? and once you get off, you almost always want to get back on... even if you throw up on the kid next to you.
i wish i could throw up...
im going to ignore my 8 months pregnant stomach,
and pretend like none of this ever happened
and pray that my boyfriend doesn't notice how disgustingly huge it is..
its probably bigger than his...
(he has a potbelly)
((but its cute on him lol))
maybe if i close my eyes and wish hard enough, everything will disappear...
maybe if i fast from now until forever
the voices in my head will shut up
and forgive me
and leave me alone...