Ok I've had enough I feel so fucking disgusting right now like I can feel the fat sliding down my esophagus and into my stomach and making me cringe because my tummy hurts so bad right now and now it's sliding right onto my tummy and my thighs and my already large enough ass and aaaaahhhh!!!!
I'm scared now.
What have I done?
I'm starting a 40 hour fast as of 4:00 pm today. No food untill at least 8:00 am on Tuesday morning. Then on to my liquid fast for the rest of the week.
I can do this.
If I can go six days without touching solid food, as I have many times before, I can surely do anything.
40 hours should be like nothing.
Some good news from today: I don't think I'm truly addicted to caffeine yet. I didn't have coffee/tea/diet soda at all today, and I didn't have a headache untill just now.
But that's because my brain is getting signals from all over my body telling me "WHAT THE FUCKKKK"
anyone wanna do a 40 hour fast with me?