Sunday, August 2, 2009

40 hours

Ok I've had enough I feel so fucking disgusting right now like I can feel the fat sliding down my esophagus and into my stomach and making me cringe because my tummy hurts so bad right now and now it's sliding right onto my tummy and my thighs and my already large enough ass and aaaaahhhh!!!!
I'm scared now.
What have I done?
:'(
I'm starting a 40 hour fast as of 4:00 pm today. No food untill at least 8:00 am on Tuesday morning. Then on to my liquid fast for the rest of the week.
I can do this.
If I can go six days without touching solid food, as I have many times before, I can surely do anything.
40 hours should be like nothing.
Some good news from today: I don't think I'm truly addicted to caffeine yet. I didn't have coffee/tea/diet soda at all today, and I didn't have a headache untill just now.
But that's because my brain is getting signals from all over my body telling me "WHAT THE FUCKKKK"
anyone wanna do a 40 hour fast with me?

8 comments:

  1. i'll do it! no prob. i'm still recovering from my stupid dinner last night.

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  2. i'm with you, girl. i had a really good eating day today (high five for baby carrots and diet coke!) but i still want to fast.

    xoxo

    vixen

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  3. When you talk about liquid fasting and whatnot I get all excited and optimistic! Haha best of luck, I know you can do this. : )

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  4. No fasting for me right now, I'm merely super-restricting!! But you'll do awesome, I know it--like you said, it's nothing for 40 hours after you've done 6 days! :D

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  5. stay strong!
    id do it with you, but im already in the middle of a fast.

    hmm, maybe that means i am doing it with you?

    idk.

    but stay strong, because you and i both know you can do this.

    XOXO Sophia Ruins <3

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  6. im sticking to restricting too. goodluck!

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  7. Those fasting please raise your hands ... (I raised my hand)

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  8. I totally am there right now with you, with the stomach hurting... too much food in one sitting. Bah.

    I didn't read your post until just now, but I'll start the fast with you!! Even though I'm a few hours late....

    I can't believe you've done 6 days before, you are one strong lady!!! :)

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