Thursday, September 8, 2011

i just spent the last four fucking hours bingeing and purging because im fucking bored and i have no friends and people i thought were my friends had plans but then ditched me at the last fucking minute so i was like fuck everybody i spent twenty bucks that i dont have on food and i threw it all fucking up and then right as im getting out the shower my "best" friend asks if i want to hang out so i get all excited and ask him where to meet him i get ready to go in like 2 seconds which is basically IMPOSSIBLE for me, i get halfway to his dorm and he texts me "oh well nvm you cant come with us"
......................................
I AM GOING TO FUCKING BREAK THINGS.
:'(
i dont want new friends, my old friends were perfect, i dont understand why they're being so mean to me all of a sudden.
so now im sitting here crying with makeup all over my face, i have to wash my face fucking AGAIN and put pajamas back on, i wasted makeup and lotion for nothing :’( i just want more food.

5 comments:

  1. fuck 'em honey. There not worth it. Promise *hugs*
    xx

    ReplyDelete
  2. Fuck that shit. You should never have to put up with that, you are worth so much more. <3

    ReplyDelete
  3. awww.. text me when you feel this way, silly girl! 6145845190

    ReplyDelete
  4. AWWWW =(
    Forget them. They suck!!!

    ReplyDelete
  5. As Charlie said, you are worth more than them.
    Fuck them to pieces is what I say! You're so much better than they are, so much sweeter and nicer. They're just bitches. <3 <3 *huggles*
    I hope you feel better though.

    ReplyDelete