stats: 32-28-35 (146 pounds)
goal for today: liquids only. under 500 calories.
500 crunches.
i want to have abs by halloween so i can wear sexy costumes instead of regular ones. just cuz i've never been able to before.
also, i made a mini calendar for this 100 day thing. a notecard for each day saying how many days left and every like ten days or so imma write my weight/measurements :) i only have to lose 16 pounds by christmas, so i have plenty of time, but i mainly want to perfect my restricting and get to a point where drinking a bathtub full of water doesn't make me gain like 6 pounds of water weight. and also, i need to stop binging everytime i come home. my family has like no food in the house now, after 6 binges in 2.5 days, and my mom is working two jobs and still doesn't have money for enough food, so i feel really bad now. i mean, all the things i binged on i made sure there was a lot of it, or that it was food that my mom and brother don't eat a lot of, like pasta and oatmeal. so i didn't eat any of the "good" food. and also because it doesn't really matter what you binge on if you're just gonna throw it up, so i didn't binge on anything like really delicious. except cookies, but they were really old and hard so i figured it was ok lol
anyways......................
today will consist of coffee water tea juice and gatorade to get my electrolytes back in order (so peri doesn't shoot me through the computer). i have to help my om move furniture and stuff all day, so i can't just like pass out in front of her, she would flip shit and i don't want to scare her any more than i already do.
i will catch up you guys's blogses laters when i'm not trying not to die in front of my mom. <3
Aww this post really inspired me! I'm so excited to hear about the progress of your plan :) That made me laugh about the binge foods, and how it doesn't really matter what the food is haha... I've def been there ;)
ReplyDeleteGood look with day 100! You can definitely do this :)
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I didn't realize it was 100 days until Christmas. I think I'll do 500 crunches today too. I want a flat tummy (with or without noticeable abs) by my birthday (October 19th) or Halloween would be ok too.
ReplyDeleteDon't pass out. That would not be good. If I could, I would fast with you but being around my mom, she would get suspicious if I didn't eat. Good luck though!