Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Soooo, I haven't been on here in a while, and I'm truly sorry. I've been so busy with not eating. Today would be day seven, but on sunday I ate a salad because my family decided to go out to dinner. Ugh. But I decided I would eat today that way my best friend doesn't feel like she's doing it alone. I'm going to limit my caloric intake to 500 calories. For breakfast right now, I'm having oatmeal:
1/4 cup of all natural plain instant oatmeal = 75 calories
1/16 cup of chopped walnuts = 25 calories
Mix with a little water, a pinch of salt, and a teaspoon of splenda, and it tastes sooooooooo good. Even though I feel bad for letting my body down, but yesterday I felt like I was going to pass out. More than once. So I gave myself a whole V8 juice instead of just half. And slept for like 4 hours.
Oh my gosh this morning I don't know what was going on with my body, but I totally blew up at my mom in the kitchen. I think this emptiness is going to my head. But I'm eating today, so that should speed up my metabolism and stuff. As long as I don't gain too much weight because then I won't eat for like three days, or however long it takes to get back to where I was yesterday: 167! I was so elated!!!! I want to be down to 165 Friday. That's only two pounds, no big deal. Right?


  1. I am so very interested how you started out at 215.. like what you did to get where you are now?? That is absolutely amazing! I am so inspired by you. Please tell what went through your head and the initial steps you took etc etc etc.

    I wish there were a way I could send you a message rather then a comment because I would rather initiate a conversation, but no such luck.

  2. hi! i just made my own blog and i'm trying to connect with a few people while i figure out how this thing works! ha. I guess what i'm going to say is kind of restating the previous post but...i think that you are so inspiring! your taking control of your life and i think its awesome! in your next post you should let us know how you began!
    keep working! i know you can get to 165 by friday!