ugh!

i am so overwhelmed by all of this FOOD
im trying to stay sane
ive eaten salads every day since ive been home, so hopefully it balances out all the other stuff :/ yesterday and today weren't SO bad, 1000 calories give or take :/ but nowhere near where i should be :(
tomorrow will be better. and i hopefully will be going to walmart tomorrow so im gonna buy laxatives. i still haven't taken my last two yet, but i think today could be the day :/ blehhhhh

but like today and yesterday i ate a LOT but it was all relatively low cal foods like lots of salads and vegetables but still :/

lots of fiber though, so i guess its not all bad, and mostly 'negative' cal foods

and now im just making excuses for my horrible self control. :/

admit it heather: i have no self control when i am at home.

i will fix this. starting tomorrow.