Sunday, December 19, 2010

OMG!

i have to lose more weight like now omg i have a boyfriend 0.0
you know what this means
...
everytime he sees me naked i have to look better than i looked the last time he saw me naked.......
which means...
i have to lose more weight like NOW
like fucking ASAP
:( i cannot go back to school looking the way i did when i left. i need to be under 145 and like 3 days empty when i go back and i HAVE TO START STRENGTH TRAINING AGAIN TO GET RID OF THIS FAT THAT IS DEVOURING MY BODY!!!

im in like panic mode now
i wish i could snap my fingers and it all be gone
i just want it all gone i want to be skinny but not too skinny and not skinny-fat
i need to be more toned so i dont jiggle when i walk
.....

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa im not fucking good enough i fucking hate this part
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4 comments:

  1. Carla RiinaDecember 20, 2010 at 11:20 AM

    oh lovely, i know what you feel, the waiting part is unbelievably hard.but you will be oh-so skinny sooner than ever.Go girl ;) xx

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  2. windusaDecember 20, 2010 at 12:13 PM

    http://blueberrytotem.files.wordpress.com/2010/02/dont-panic.jpg

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  3. sofiaDecember 20, 2010 at 12:31 PM

    "one moment on the lips, forever on the hips."
    just thought this quote would help.
    good luck!

    <3

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  4. sofiaDecember 20, 2010 at 12:54 PM

    i hope so; it's definitely working for me.
    good luck. (:

    <3

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