Sunday, December 19, 2010


i have to lose more weight like now omg i have a boyfriend 0.0
you know what this means
everytime he sees me naked i have to look better than i looked the last time he saw me naked.......
which means...
i have to lose more weight like NOW
like fucking ASAP
:( i cannot go back to school looking the way i did when i left. i need to be under 145 and like 3 days empty when i go back and i HAVE TO START STRENGTH TRAINING AGAIN TO GET RID OF THIS FAT THAT IS DEVOURING MY BODY!!!

im in like panic mode now
i wish i could snap my fingers and it all be gone
i just want it all gone i want to be skinny but not too skinny and not skinny-fat
i need to be more toned so i dont jiggle when i walk

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa im not fucking good enough i fucking hate this part


  1. oh lovely, i know what you feel, the waiting part is unbelievably hard.but you will be oh-so skinny sooner than ever.Go girl ;) xx


  3. "one moment on the lips, forever on the hips."
    just thought this quote would help.
    good luck!


  4. i hope so; it's definitely working for me.
    good luck. (: