i do things best when i do them on short notice.
and now, i am for real going to fast, with sofia because she is fasting too, until tuesday morning at 8:30.
i havent eaten since 11:00 pm last night, so my fast will be shorter than hers but i havent fasted in so long that it will be an accomplishment nonetheless :]
OH! and i think i may have decided to fast on new years eve (besides the enormous amounts of alcohol i will be drinking), and start abc on january first :] but idk yet. i tried that last year and got like a week in :p
one year my old best friend and i were like competing on new years to see who could go the longest with no calories. it was like a new years resolution to not eat like ever and we survived for like 3 days on coffee diet mountain dew and water. it was awesome :( i really miss those days. that was before we met mia and she fucked us up for life. and before i lost the worst best friend i have ever had :'(
but no matter because i am hoping that fasting today will awaken ana's voices that i haven't heard in so long. and she's going to make me exercise today too because i haven't been doing that as much as i should. i need to tone up before i go back to school so mr. adorable will think i'm adorable <3
its so amazing what photo editing can do. i only wish i really looked like this like for real :/