Monday, December 20, 2010

fasting

i do things best when i do them on short notice.
and now, i am for real going to fast, with sofia because she is fasting too, until tuesday morning at 8:30.
i havent eaten since 11:00 pm last night, so my fast will be shorter than hers but i havent fasted in so long that it will be an accomplishment nonetheless :]

OH! and i think i may have decided to fast on new years eve (besides the enormous amounts of alcohol i will be drinking), and start abc on january first :] but idk yet. i tried that last year and got like a week in :p
one year my old best friend and i were like competing on new years to see who could go the longest with no calories. it was like a new years resolution to not eat like ever and we survived for like 3 days on coffee diet mountain dew and water. it was awesome :( i really miss those days. that was before we met mia and she fucked us up for life. and before i lost the worst best friend i have ever had :'(

but no matter because i am hoping that fasting today will awaken ana's voices that i haven't heard in so long. and she's going to make me exercise today too because i haven't been doing that as much as i should. i need to tone up before i go back to school so mr. adorable will think i'm adorable <3

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its so amazing what photo editing can do. i only wish i really looked like this like for real :/

5 comments:

  1. good luck dear. (:
    i cant wait for new years eve. SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS EVERYBODDYYY! haha.

    <3

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  2. I wish I got shots on new years <3 lucky!!

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  3. you are so pretty.
    omg on new years we are gonna be sooo drunk!! lol are you kidding me bunchloads of shots on an empty stomach.
    lol sounds like fun to me!
    haha

    omg i know what you mean about mia screwing things up. she is such a bitch. she makes you subconsciously think that you can get away with anything and just get "rid" of it later when really you can never purge all the calories and you get a bunch of acid erosion issues... (at least i know i did :'[ )
    have loads of fun my lovely!

    XXOXOXOXOOXXXXOOOOOX

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  4. youre gorgeous dear! hope youre doing well!

    <3

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  5. you are beautiful, you truly are. :)

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