Monday, July 18, 2011

in ten hours im going to be fucking shitfaced

i decided that today is the day. and therefore, i have a list of things i need to do before i go out:

get as much done in my novel as i can, clean my dorm, read the goddess book my friend gave me and give it back to her, shower, shave legs, straighten hair, put on lotion, take extra time to do perfect makeup…

get the stuff ready on my desk before i leave so when i come back ill be good to go

write a letter to mom asking her to sell my stuff so she will have money to pay the bills

write a letter of apology to my little brother, my superman <3

i can do this in ten hours, right?

2 comments:

  1. Taking your own life is never the answer. There are people out there that love and care about you, there is always something to live for. I hope that you get the help that you need and that you do not go through with this.

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  2. I agree with Skinny Love. You need to get help. Life is a gift that you shouldn't just throw away. xoxo

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