...because that's rational.
have you tried zoloft? I used it for 3 years and it really helped. I hope you will feel better soon <3 btw this may sound odd but are you eating enough protein? If i don't eat enough protein I fall into depression it is possible you are the same. I can find lean protein in fish so I won't overeat. Best of luck <3 <3
I don't know you or what you've been through and I'm not here to preach to you because I can't change your heart only Jesus Christ can. I just want you to know that I am praying for you and I love you as a sister in Christ. Also death is accepting defeat if your strong enough to lose all this weight your way too strong to give up. I have been to the sane place as you were I've had that razor on my wrist, scars to prove it and it wasn't a drug or doctor that saved me but my heavenly father.