no job, no future, and debt, also, i have pretty much failed my summer classes.
im fat and ugly but i dont have food so at least i can starve.
actually, i can list the food i have in my dorm right now:
and one packet of ramen noodles. that i will probably throw away because noodles are easily thrown up anyways so it's too tempting to have them in the first place.
i probably never will get around to the rice and beans because they take FOREVER to cook.
so yeah, living on protein shakes and oatmeal -___-
*adds to list of reasons i need to kill myself*
i just have to read wasted again, finish my novel before i kill myself. I WILL FINISH IT. if i decide to leave a suicide note it will be to my mom, for her to get my novel published, and for people everywhere to read it.
im throwing out the ramen and the rice and the almonds because they are too fatty and the sugary oatmeal, keeping the plain oatmeal.