anyone who thinks god or alah or jesus or greaterpowers is gonna save me, should read this, now.
ive trusted god before. i gave him everything. he pretty much spit in my face.
i dont want to be happy, i dont want to live a full long and beautiful life.
i know what i am doing is wrong, and I KNOW THAT IT IS KILLING ME.
i know all of the health issues i will have if i continue this life.
that is kind of the point.
i would love to die.
gtfo my blog, go to church, and live your happy life.
im glad you found that for yourself, but i do not want it.
so fuck off.