sometimes i don’t think i have an eating disorder. i can eat 1500 calories for days straight and not lose or gain and be somewhat content with that, although i would rather lose, but i dont have the will to starve anymore. maybe it’s wearing off?
but then some days i eat maybe 600 calories all day and then come home and binge on 40000 and purge and go to the gym and burn like 2000… i just don’t know anymore
**EDIT
I GOT A JOB INTERVIEW AT ROSS!!!!! :D:D:D
Hey, getting away from the ED, thats a good thing, right?
ReplyDeleteIf eating makes you happy at maintaining your current weight, why bother pushing yourself?
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