sometimes i don’t think i have an eating disorder. i can eat 1500 calories for days straight and not lose or gain and be somewhat content with that, although i would rather lose, but i dont have the will to starve anymore. maybe it’s wearing off?
but then some days i eat maybe 600 calories all day and then come home and binge on 40000 and purge and go to the gym and burn like 2000… i just don’t know anymore
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