when i used to write in my thinspo journal everyday.
when i used to look at thinspo everyday.
when i used to exercise every night, even if it was just a little bit.
i remember no calorie wednesdays, and fasting on sundays.
when i used to tell myself everyday that today is a new day, and i will do my best for today and not dwell on what happened yesterday, and not worry what will happen tomorrow.
when i used to focus on making today the best possible day.
when i used to lose weight...
i miss it.
and i think im coming home now.
because today is a new day, and its the perfect day to start over.
every minute is the perfect minute to try and make today a better day.