when i used to write in my thinspo journal everyday.
when i used to look at thinspo everyday.
when i used to exercise every night, even if it was just a little bit.
i remember no calorie wednesdays, and fasting on sundays.
when i used to tell myself everyday that today is a new day, and i will do my best for today and not dwell on what happened yesterday, and not worry what will happen tomorrow.
when i used to focus on making today the best possible day.
when i used to lose weight...
i miss it.
and i think im coming home now.
because today is a new day, and its the perfect day to start over.
every minute is the perfect minute to try and make today a better day.
Oh, I'm happy you're being so positive!! :)
ReplyDeleteIt'll be easy for you to get back into habit, I'm certain. Post often!
Well, I for one miss you and welcome your return <3
ReplyDeleteYES! Ahh I miss it too. When I was so focused an on the ball, and losing weight. It's so weird that you say "coming home," because I remember binging for like a month and then restricting again... it honestly did feel like I was coming home.
ReplyDeleteThis post was really inspiring. : )
I miss when you used to post everyday too ! And you can totally get back into the swing of things. I'm in the process of doing that too =]
ReplyDeleteWelcome back <3
Good luck with sticking with that, I know you can do it but extra luck never hurt anybody :). Keep us updated hun. xx
ReplyDeleteGod it's so hard to get back there.
ReplyDeleteI struggled in that place of not caring for over a month and a half, and now I'm struggling not to fall back into it.
The motto that keeps me going is "One day at a time. Today is the only day I have to worry about doing this."
Because if I think about tomorrow
or the day after
or the day after that
or even yesterday
then I get too tired.
And I stop caring.
And I think, "I'll do it tomorrow."
No, only today. Today is the only day left, and the only day we have. I just focus on getting through one hour at a time, one day at a time.
I hope you find the thing that makes it work for you.
♥