breakfast of oatmeal and scrambled eggs.
nothing else today but running, salad, protein shake, and karaoke with the bestest :] loving life, high on weight loss, haven't smoked in a week, haven't had a cigarette in 3 days. funny how ana and mia cause me to do opposite things. i'm becoming lighter, prettier, dainty. i can see the top of my spine. i can count 3 ribs, 2 bumps of the top of my spine, my hip bones are almost completely visible, my cellulite is almost gone from my ass, my thighs look tiny when i watch them as i ride my bike to the track, i feel so free now.
i'm also re-reading wasted, with a bookmark i made that says 'books not binges'. i finished portia de rossi's book. it made me cry literally every ten minutes. she is my new hero, no doubt, everyone should read unbearable lightness.
fuck you mia, fuck you and go to hell! ana's back in black and in charge <3