i had like 4 cups of mashed potatoes and 2 snickers minis :/ and i was gonna play ddr for the rest of the night to worl it off but I FORGOT TO BRING THE DAMN GAME BACK WITH ME i brought the mat, just not the fucking game................................
fuckfuckfuck and im running out of laxatives and i have no money to buy them waaaaaa
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i had a fortune cookie that told me that being loyal and friendly would make me popular...................
ive always been loyal, and i have never ever been popular wtffff
ugh
im gonna force myself to drink 18 cups of coffee tonight. i took some lexies. im prolly gonna take some more in a few hours.
i fucking hate everything :/ today started out so amazing :///
i hate being home. if it's ever anything over two nights i binge.
i cannot keep doing this :(
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realization: i ate more calories today than i did yesterday, on fucking THANKSGIVING
i really wanna just take a bunch of sleeping pills, more laxatives, and just sleep all this shit off
after i drink some more coffee
:'(
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i had too much coffee.
no sleep, must exercise all night long.
i found my moms free weights.
she was hiding them from me
>:(
bitch.
i'll show her.
i'll fucking show everybody.
Coffee pretty much negates sleep, but don't OD on it, ok? Your heart will NOT thank you! D:
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Hmm, maybe you've been loyal to the wrong people? being friendly is the big winner. If you can charm the pants off people you're pretty much set, ay.
Lol, DON;T combine the wrong amounts of sleeping pills and laxies, or you'll end up crapping the bed or something! D: HORRORZ!!!
Ok, I need to locate more Vodka. The Smirnoff is no more :'( I'm gonna read your archives while I finish this knitting thing <3
Have a good night, ok?
Booyeah NUMBER 200 IS MOI!!! Damn, do I feel special! :D
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