rock bottom

its gettin kinda cozy down here. i think ill chill for a while and just sleep.
im so lonely.
if theres beauty after the breakdown, and what doesnt kill you now makes you stronger in the end, then i better have muscles like the hulk and a face like a covergirl model when all this shit is over with.

im not eating anything ever again until someone cares.
or at least until someone notices me.
im so tired of being invisible that the the only thing that makes sense is to just give in and disappear completely.