is anyone else scared to death to drink water because you honestlycant remember how long its been since the last time you actually had your 8 cups of water in one day so you pretty much know your dehydrated as all get out and your scared to drink like a gallon of water because your scared you'll gain like tons of water weight before you start to lose the water weight??
i used to drink 5 24-ounce bottles of water every day. now i barely get in a cup. its been way too long. and ive been saying that im going to start drinking water like i used to, back when i actually lost weight because i never ate anything, but i dont want to have to face the world with a fat puffy face like the one i already have right now :/
i binged last night, but threw up some of it which never happens so i was pretty happy because of that, however not all of it came up so i took laxatives so i know i should drink even more water because of that but im so scared to...
i should just get over it :/ i dont want to die of dehydration. that would behorrible.
headline: fat wannabe dies trying to dehydrate herself to lose water weight... nuh-uh.. not gonna happen.
no day better than today to start over right?
i just wish every day wasnt a start over day :/