Wednesday, June 23, 2010


i went out partying last night with some friends and got so fucked up omg it was the best weed ever, mixed with rum and some kind of wine idk but yeah it got real crazy i didnt remember most of what happened but then the cops came and it was like 4 in the morning and now my best friends mom pretty much hates me because my best friend is only 16 so he got a curfew violation and his mom took his phone away and i cant talk to him and she hates me and i feel really really bad...
but it was the best night of my life, and i cant wait to do it again :]
and i woke up this morning at 154.5.
i havent been this low in forever.
must have been all the *cough* exercise *cough* that i did last night.
you guys have no idea how crazy that party got.
well, you probably do now. i mean i got high off my ass and somehow managed to get enough *cough* exercise to lose me two pounds in one day.
nothing is going to stop me now :]
"im on the top of the world lookin down on creation..."
stay strong my lovelies! i believe in all of you, and i love you all sooooo very much <3


  1. !!!

    Your best friend is 16 and a guy and you're 18 and his mom hates you now because of the party and cops and stuff? That is hilarious! I mean, because this is mine and my husband's story when I was 18 and he was 16. Man, his mom HATED me!!! Um.. so like.. don't worry about the un-ideal situation at the moment, things will work out fine eventually :)

    Isn't that sort of exercise great? I can't help but feel like when the man gets his ass home, I'll lose 20 pounds in the first week or something ;)

  2. Haha! I did the same last night only it was a...private party...just me and the boyfriend. Like Hana said, don't sweat it too much. When I was that age I dated a guy younger than me and his dad hated my guts.

    Haha that kind probably why I was drinking a high cal alcohol and still lost, too.

    Excellent. :)

    You crack me up.

  3. Well, me and the hubster didn't date, either, not until nearly a decade later and then we got married - but the guy is, and has always been, my best friend (he says we are natural enemies as husband and wife now, though, pfft) Yeah, we'll have a good time. He's a hoot to be around and totally fucking awesome, though I may bitch about him constantly - I'm just trying to cope with his absence. :)