i do not need a fucking babysitter

i had a headache so i took some ibuprofen (3 pills)
half an hour later it was still there so i took four more
that didnt work either
so i took some shots
i had ten shots total over this hour, 7 ibuprofen, definitely not enough to make me drunk/high/whatever
but it was really doing nothing at all, i still felt exactly the same
and i was pissed off so i told my friend and she flipped shit and thought i had tried to like kill myself or something so she came to my dorm and wouldn't go the fuck away which made me even more pissed off because all i fucking wanted was to go to sleep and i cant sleep with someone fucking watching me......
she left eventually, but i didnt sleep like at all
fuck me
i hate everything

in other news, im doing this thing today with a girl on tumblr
b- 2 eggs
s- cofffee
l- salad, carrots
d- salad, protein shake
for a total of around 500 calories. im going to try and keep it under 500.
i think im going to do this until saturday, when my cousin graduates. i wanna look good. i will be working out a fuckton too.
so 500 or less, 4 days, at least 2 sets of 15 reps on weights everyday (i work out every part of my body when i do weights), and if i don't feel like doing cardio i should at least burn 300 a day from walking. but i will try to do cardio at least 3/4 days.

ok. i have a plan. planning is good.
no more drinking this week, i don't need the extra calories.