egg whites

cooked in the microwave :]
i wish i could just live on this shit
but then i wouldnt be a very good vegetarian/halfway vegan...
lol it would be awesome if all i had in my dorm was eggs and broccoli though :] i think i will try that one of these days.

omg my intestines feel really weird i purged with miralax the other day at my grandmas and like ever since then my intestines have been making the weirdest noises... anyone else ever used miralax???

gosh i am so addicted to tumblr now i love it. it is constantly updated and the more thinspo sites i follow the more time i get to spend on it and the more time i spend on it the less i think about eating!!! this semester is going to be amazing. i cannot wait. imma get to 140 by the end of this month and i will come home on my brothers bday in february and my whole family will be like ...the fuckkkk?!!??!?!!? and ill be like yeah bitches you said i couldnt get any skinnier if i tried well try this!
i hate them. they have no faith in me.
the truth is, i would probably be ok with myself at this weight if it werent for me being so flabby. i need to tone up.
guess the fuck what
they tore down the gym on campus. theyre rebuilding it. it wont be done until fucking next year.
sooooo i will have to rely on ddr and tae bo and possibly running through the nature trails on campus :/ fml
so i have no access to weight machines :/ must do calisthenics!

but anyways i was gonna talk about my family for a sec
my mom told me not to lose any more weight and just to tone up
my grandma actually asked me when im going to GAIN some weight...
i was like...
the day you stop being a bitch how bout that
ill gain some weight when a doctor fully diagnoses me as anorexic. try like 40 pounds from now, k?
one of my cousins told me i couldnt lose any more weight if i starved myself....

i was like...
wanna bet?????

140 by feb 1st.
thats all that matters right now.