so i woke up like, on the verge of tears, for no reason, and i really want to cry but i have to go to work and deal with people and their bullshit all day so i have to suck it up :(
idk why im sad all of a sudden
maybe its the birth control. ugh.
i would give anything to binge and purge right now but i'm at my bf's dorm and his roommate is awake.
and the worst part is not knowing if i'm glad he is awake or if i'm pissed the fuck off that he's awake :(