Friday, October 8, 2010

letting things happen

thats what im doing.

i always binge when i visit home.
but it's ok, because i work out like a beast all during the week, and i hardly ever eat, and i have laxatives with me this weekend, so i think i'll be ok.
AND
im only going to be here two days instead of three.

but still.
i feel like i cant control myself when im at home.
and i hate that :/

good news: i havent smoked a cigarette in almost a month :]
and my tattoos are healing very nicely :]]

2 comments:

  1. good job in staying smoke free!
    it was a challenge for m, but i feel so much better now :)
    if you know you're gonna binge, try to aim for healthy stuff like carrots, etc.
    good luck hun!
    xoxxx

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  2. good luck on keeping in control, i'm sure you'll do fine! and congrats for not smoking, that's really good :) stay strong, xox

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