all i fucking wanted was some goddamn cuddles and i waited for an hour for you to finish your homework literally holding my eyelids open so i wouldnt fall asleep before you were done and then i fell asleep anyways because i was so tired and when i woke up you just weren't there because you stayed up all night with your friends and i woke up all fucking alone :'(

wtf is going on with me right now? everything is the end of the world and i can't fucking take it.
my life is perfect why the fuck am i so sad and angry all of a sudden?