omg!

fuck my life!
so, i got down 20 pounds and i am totally plateauing, which may be a good thing since i know i can maintain my current weight, but for a month i have done zero fasting :(
so i started again today and im gonna go untill tomorrow.
because my boyfriend likes to eat :/
so i know we'll go out...
but i'll get a salad. nd eat like half. and then fast untill monday.
im starting a new plan:
2-day fast, 2 days of eating
3-day fast, 2 days of eating
4-day fast, 2 days of eating
5-day fast, 2 days of eating
4-day fast, 2 days of eating
3-day fast, 2 days of eating
then repeat.
this is going to be my new regime.
and on days when i must go out with my boyfriend, i will eat very very very little, or very very healthy, or a combo of both.
life sucks.
i need to lose ten pounds by summer.